I never think, "You should be here". Because I know you are in peace. Because, we know we can.
It's a pleasure to remember. All the happy times we've had before you gone.
I thought...
Maybe, because you seemed so strong I thought you did not need to hear it.
Maybe, because I thought you always be with me and I could say it later.
I love you, still and always.
Sometimes I wonder what I would say, if we had just one more day.
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I never really get over the loss.
I learn to live with the loss and you are never far from my thought.
But,
Iam happy here. Of course, with mom. She is happy.
____________________That still hurts when the weather gets cold, but you learn to dance with the limp. (Anne Lamott)
We still remember.
We miss you.
We pray for you.
